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Pain hurts so bad! I still miss her so much!

Sun, 19 Aug 2012 00:34:43 +0700

Like nearly every day is depressing! Miss even hearing her voice n knowing she doesn’t love me any more :( going out with the guys getting drunk doesn’t help me thinking bout her even more, like wtf? I’ve even had girls hit on me n want to go home with me n I still said yer no thanks hoe -_- I dono y I jus love her tht much! I don’t even know how to deal with it day to day ? I guess its jus gonna hurt so much for a long long time…. Hurts even more to find out she’s so over me and moved onto the next guy?…… I dono? I wana get wen I wake up on the right side of the wrong bed and never an excuse I made up tell you the truth that it what didn’t kill me … It never made me stronger at all …. I know ill never hold you like i used to.. Thinking bout auditioning for the voice or x factor or Aussie got talent? Think I’ll do Gd?

Psh ... -_- you played me

Sun, 05 Aug 2012 13:45:44 +0700

Thts all you did come to think of it? Lied to me all this time for months . Then just threw me away like garbage. Hope your happy I can’t speak to u anymore, hope ur happy u don’t have to deal with guilt of knowing how much I still love u, miss u, want to be with u -_- …… I’m sure life is good -_- I’m sure ur falling for sum guy pretty quick. Psh watever. You stabbed my heart twice as hard as I stabbed yours ….. Mine was accident…. Hah! Guess urs wasnt?

Regret...

Tue, 31 Jul 2012 22:56:18 +0700

Why do I over think and panic? … Do i? :( am I? Is it a good thing or a bad thing? To be prepared for the worst by asking ? … Or is it really not helping the situation? ….. Still! :( wen u sit ther and think of all the worst things tht cud n wud happen? U can’t help to react stupidly -_- hoping she still appreciates, loves and misses u :’(

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Thu, 26 Jul 2012 11:00:44 +0700

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Wed, 25 Jul 2012 07:20:33 +0700

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Wed, 25 Jul 2012 07:19:00 +0700

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Wed, 25 Jul 2012 07:18:49 +0700

You being unsure is why im trying so hard right now and really...

Wed, 25 Jul 2012 07:18:37 +0700

You being unsure is why im trying so hard right now and really giving it my all from my huge heart!! … thts alot of all! ^^ never have i been so commnited to finally wanting to show u U CAN TRUST ME! I’m yours forever? dont you know you’ve got my heart ina box! and you lost the keys to the padlock! <3 xoxoxox

I wonder if its like this some nights when were not talking to...

Wed, 25 Jul 2012 07:14:11 +0700

I wonder if its like this some nights when were not talking to friends online? …. for me so far? everynight!

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Wed, 25 Jul 2012 07:09:31 +0700

Fuck Hugs I am tackling you when I see you

Wed, 25 Jul 2012 07:09:17 +0700

Dreaming is all i have? if i dont have you then dreams mean...

Wed, 25 Jul 2012 07:09:10 +0700

Dreaming is all i have? if i dont have you then dreams mean nothing :(

Far Away

Wed, 25 Jul 2012 07:08:32 +0700

nongenius-atwork:

I’m not gunna lie i really miss you

Been though 5 bags of invisible tissues

Even with all the fish in the sea

You we’re the only was that was right for me

I would been your gem and you’d be my crown

Now I’m all alone and i’m feeling down

I can only imagine what life would’ve been like

You made my heart fly like a kite

I’m gunna keep it short and simple

Cuz seeing you reminds me how much I miss you

its been nearl 2 months of missing these enjoyments together :(...

Wed, 25 Jul 2012 07:04:58 +0700

its been nearl 2 months of missing these enjoyments together :( …. why cant we go bk in time and fix everything all over again? :( … we missed out on so much together! ….. Hope is all i have left now :’( and a heart hanging on to a cliff

I still remember that gental, moist silk touch of her lips :(...

Wed, 25 Jul 2012 07:02:20 +0700

I still remember that gental, moist silk touch of her lips :( … It makes me think about everyday together since day one on 3rd september 2010 :( ….. Makes me want to come see u and be with u again!

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Wed, 25 Jul 2012 06:56:17 +0700

Darling, I miss you.

Wed, 25 Jul 2012 06:56:11 +0700

Darling, I miss you.

birdymac: D.J.D.

Wed, 25 Jul 2012 06:55:17 +0700

birdymac:

D.J.D.

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Wed, 25 Jul 2012 06:54:06 +0700

manymilesapart: Our rings. :’)

Sat, 21 Jul 2012 09:49:57 +0700

manymilesapart:

Our rings. :’)