Like nearly every day is depressing! Miss even hearing her voice n knowing she doesn’t love me any more :( going out with the guys getting drunk doesn’t help me thinking bout her even more, like wtf? I’ve even had girls hit on me n want to go home with me n I still said yer no thanks hoe -_- I dono y I jus love her tht much! I don’t even know how to deal with it day to day ? I guess its jus gonna hurt so much for a long long time…. Hurts even more to find out she’s so over me and moved onto the next guy?…… I dono? I wana get wen I wake up on the right side of the wrong bed and never an excuse I made up tell you the truth that it what didn’t kill me … It never made me stronger at all …. I know ill never hold you like i used to.. Thinking bout auditioning for the voice or x factor or Aussie got talent? Think I’ll do Gd?